I LOVE this song and the photo!!! :)
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In seventy-seven and sixty-nine revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
When the head of state didn’t play guitar
Not everybody drove a car
When music really mattered and when radio was king
When accountants didn’t have control
And the media couldn’t buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn’t know everything
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In seventy-seven and sixty-nine revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
When pop stars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when god saved the queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
My mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In seventy-seven and sixty-nine revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
When record shops were still on top
And vinyl was all that they stocked
And the super info highway was still drifting out in space
Kids were wearing hand me downs
And playing games meant kick arounds
And footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In seventy-seven and sixty-nine revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
I was born too late into a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
I Wish I was a Punk Rocker - Sandi Thom
Life now….
Ever since summer started things have progressively gotten worse. I never expected this. A divorce that would cause this much issues in my head. I’m fighting demons in my head that I thought I would never see again. The feeling and heartache I had years ago is back and I’m scared. I don’t want to have to fight again. I know I can but it’s taking all my strength.
Every day is a matter of waking up and saying “I know I can do this” and meaning it. The second part is very difficult. Sometimes it gets easier sometimes it doesn’t. I can’t wait for the easier times. It’s proving to be more than I can take. I have to handle this in my head all alone. I’m not always sure I can “do this” and deal with all that life is handing out. When does it get easier? When can I breathe easy knowing that tomorrow WILL be better?
I refuse to believe my feelings are irrational. I have the right to feel however I want or see fit. I hate to think that someone close to me would not allow me to be upset or angry. I say if you’re angry get PISSED!!!! Throw something. Dance crazily through your house and feel the music. SING at the top of your lungs. Feel alive.
I’m incredibly lucky to have the support system I do. My boyfriend is the only person I can talk to about everything that goes on. An unbiased opinion who won’t call me a bitch or think that my feelings are irrational. An unconditional love. Someone who always makes me feel alive and reminds me that life is always worth living. I never thought this would be possible for me. I don’t know what I did to deserve him but thank God I did it. Now I have someone to face life with and grow old with. It’s everything to me. and it is ALL that is keeping me sane at this very moment!
“Cuz when I close my eyes I’m somewhere with you…” ~Kenny Chesney
The more difficulties one has to encounter, within and without, the more significant and the higher in inspiration his life will be.
He Is We- Forever and Ever (via TheJustin7861)
:) <3 <3 our song
